Monday, September 29, 2008
Better
Funny... as I went to write this post I started to feel anxious... WTF! Anyway, I'm better. I think I'm doing much better than I have been lately. Instead of feeling anxious constantly, I only have short periods of it. My heart rate will raise and I will become acutely aware of how fast it is. Then I have a little difficulty breathing... I tell myself to just stop it. Everything is okay. And if not, everything WILL be okay.
I want a Quatchi. You might say to yourself "What on earth is a Quatchi?". Well I'm here to tell you... it's the most awesome mascot ever. Ian was kind enough to take a picture of a stuff Quatchi for me.
I want a Quatchi. You might say to yourself "What on earth is a Quatchi?". Well I'm here to tell you... it's the most awesome mascot ever. Ian was kind enough to take a picture of a stuff Quatchi for me.
Friday, September 26, 2008
The Iced Tea Incident
Not a good way to start off your morning. I go to get my usual cup of Iced Tea from the Marketplace downstairs... something happens and my right side... jeans, shoes, inside my shoes, part of my sweater... are doused with freshly brewed Iced Tea. /sigh
Bordering Countries Does Not A VP Make
YES - Gimme more! Keep stumbling over your words and proving you're an idiot. You have no business being Vice President... much less President. YES.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Happy Go Lucky Fish
The other day I went to dinner with my mom and Erik. In the front of the restaurant there was a salt water tank with the happiest fish... Please excuse the fuzzy iPhone pictures...
He gave me his profile when I tried to get a better shot...
So, yeah. I've been gone. I'm back. There are various reason for this. I've been dealing with anxiety and a fast heart rate. I honestly don't know how people deal with heart issues. It makes me feel TERRBILE when my pulse is racing. I don't feel good, I get this abnormal fear of death and nothing calms me down. Although, I have now discovered bubble baths seem to relax me. This is a first... before it was just nice to soak in warm water but this can sometimes slow my heart rate down. Needless to say, I bought a bunch of bedtime baby bath bubbles (YEAH!) and broke out the votives. Now all I really need to do is create a playlist for my iPhone that isn't filled with Heavy Metal or odd Coldplay music.
Various tidbits to mention: 15 days or so until my trip to Canada 16 days or so until my interview, 26 days until I get a SackBoy burlap pouch, 0 days until I'm disappointed that I can't get a Frost Wrym pet because I slacked on getting the Collector's Edition of WotLK, 90 days until Christmas, and 1 day-ish until it's Friday. Anyway, here's a picture of me holding the Coopster. Yes, he thinks he's people and he so isn't. That jacket still smells like him and I don't want to wash it. Babies smell awesome. Most of the time.
He gave me his profile when I tried to get a better shot...
So, yeah. I've been gone. I'm back. There are various reason for this. I've been dealing with anxiety and a fast heart rate. I honestly don't know how people deal with heart issues. It makes me feel TERRBILE when my pulse is racing. I don't feel good, I get this abnormal fear of death and nothing calms me down. Although, I have now discovered bubble baths seem to relax me. This is a first... before it was just nice to soak in warm water but this can sometimes slow my heart rate down. Needless to say, I bought a bunch of bedtime baby bath bubbles (YEAH!) and broke out the votives. Now all I really need to do is create a playlist for my iPhone that isn't filled with Heavy Metal or odd Coldplay music.
Various tidbits to mention: 15 days or so until my trip to Canada 16 days or so until my interview, 26 days until I get a SackBoy burlap pouch, 0 days until I'm disappointed that I can't get a Frost Wrym pet because I slacked on getting the Collector's Edition of WotLK, 90 days until Christmas, and 1 day-ish until it's Friday. Anyway, here's a picture of me holding the Coopster. Yes, he thinks he's people and he so isn't. That jacket still smells like him and I don't want to wash it. Babies smell awesome. Most of the time.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
Stop The War
Because the men and women who fight this war are killing themselves. One of the thousands of reasons why...
Fort Drum Highlights Suicide Prevention
Fort Drum Highlights Suicide Prevention