Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Every Tuesday

I was fairly sad/quiet last night.  I am not sure what was going through my head.  I looked through pictures I had all over my computer... past, present and wishful future.  Even now, I sit here... look down at my desk and just listen to myself breathe.  Why is that?  It's not a really interesting sound... lol.  I turn off the sound in my head and just listen.  Maybe I am just tired?  I don't know.  A lot on my mind?  I was trying to pin down one thought while I was doing it again.. and I couldn't come up with anything.  It's like you get to a point where there are so many thoughts in your head... so many balls up in the air (no jokes please~)... that you can't pick one out of the bunch to focus on. 

Maybe this is all tied to sleep?  It seems like the more sleep I get the more off my days are.  If I only get a few hours, my days are very clear and I get through them easier.  You would think it would be the opposite.  Or maybe I am just missing something out of my day.  That could always be it. 

Anyway, I realized last night that every Tuesday from now until at least May will be a very long day.  The meeting that I had this morning is a global conference and starts really early.  Fun!  I guess for now... I just have to get all my ducks in a row...

Hey, it could be worse...

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