Monday, July 23, 2007

Bucket Of Ice Water

It's Monday, it's been 6 months, it's 39 days until zebraloudsoundslove AND... I will probably get off early today.  A W E S O M E.  /bucketoficewatergogo

George (my boss) is out of the office today in Europe for some meetings.  It's steadily busy and not as hot today.  I'm good! 

This weekend I didn't feel good.  Headaches and stuff... I think I was kind of down because every time I looked in the mirror I hated what I saw.  I know that this is something everyone goes through... especially women... but I just couldn't seem to pick myself up out of that.  I don't think there is any way for me to pick myself up out of it.  Just sigh and move on... It seems narcissistic to talk about not liking how you look... or being upset by it.  I just think about being embarassed all the time... or being uncomfortable almost all the time.  And no one wants to love a girl that has issues like that.  I look forward to having a happy day where I don't think about it.  It's an almost constant issue... all in my head. 

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